Haixt.. It has been a long time since I had the chance to post something here. Well, at least I'm back.
It's been months and I'm on my second semester as a first year HRM student. A lot of things happened in just a short amount of time. I learned to drink, I learned to lie so i could go and stay up late in malls, I learned a lot of things a good girl would never wanna do. But hey, it is normal. I'm in college, aren't I? I can now do things I want to do. I'm a free bird.
I just wished the people around me would understand that. That i have now my own life, that I can make decisions for myself and face the consequences that goes along with it. I hope that my parents would understand that their baby girl is now a 17-year old girl who wishes to have a life without eyes following her. I love them but sometimes I feel so caged, I cannot breathe. I don't want them to leave me alone 'cause I need them. I just want them to loosen up and make me do things on my own. Oh, well... I guess I'll never have this kind of freedom...
1 month ago